Do you have a waffle?

...many things.

Alright, so recently my Heads and Hands teach has commented on one of my pieces, that I should put it in the spring show. It's a great feeling to be told that, in fact I've wanted to hear that because...sometimes I feel like...I'm not good enough or talented enough. I want to get people's attention, to capture their hearts or at least their eyes. I don't think, however, that I've ever really done that. *sigh* It's like I don't have that 'umph' or that 'sparkle' that makes other artists special.

Well, back to the point, he said I should enter a certain piece into the show. But I feel like it was wasn't the greatest work that I could do. It's not that it's crappy, per se, it's that I could do a lot better. Ya know, I haven't put any of my work into the shows so far in my years here. I'm disappointed in that fact. Maybe I should this time, just to say that I have. Argh, but that means I'll have to deal with cutting mat boards...

Why does it feel like something is holding me back?


Another thing that's bothering me is that I feel like somethings...off with the situation I'm in. I don't know, it's like something's up and everybody knows it but me. What am I missing? I honestly don't know. Ignorance may be bliss to many, but it never was for me; more like agony. What's the universe trying to tell me?

Do I...not belong here? Where else can I go? Home? And stay there?

It's like something has to change in order for me to move on. That could only mean --oh no-- confrontation.



...yep, that's three in the morning typing right there. LOL. 'night.