Entries tagged with anger

FOR THOSE WHO DON'T CARE/DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT/ARE SICK OF ME YAPPING ABOUT THE AVATAR MOVIE, KEEP SCROLLING. THAT'S RIGHT MOVE IT ALONG GO READ THAT FANFIC OR CAPSLOCK COMM OR DAILY_YURI.

I fucking done with the Avatar movie talk. I don't care how awesome it turns out to be or that it's so bad that it's awesome. I don't care if someone makes a rifflax out of it. I don't care if my anime club is having a showing a la bootleg. I'M NOT SEEING THIS MOVIE. If I'm thinking of flouncing from two comms just because of it, something is wrong.

( DONE. )

This whole damn thing is affecting the way I deal with things i.e. just-go-with-the-flow. Maybe it's because it's something I've tried to ignore. Maybe it's a good thing. All I know is that I'm not doing this on purpose. Being angry gives me headaches and those I do not want. I don't like being angry but damn if if I don't need an aspirin right now.

AND I WASN'T EVEN GOING TO SEE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE WAT THE HELL
No more of this damnit! I promise myself and anyone that reads this that I won't type about this here anymore! My blood pressure can't taaaaake eeeeet~

I have so much stuff to do and prepare for and not enough money or good karma to do it with.

That and my little brothers are driving me insane! One of them is ten and is going through that awkward/annoying I'm-not-quite-a-teen-but-I'll-act-all-angsty-anyways phase. So he's taking it out on everybody around him (not that it has no merit 'cause my mom and ex-stepthingy are getting a divorce) and IT'S DRIVING ME UP THE WALL.

As for the stuff I gotta do, I have to get an apartment, convince someone in my family to co-sign a loan, build up my portfolio and get a job. The first one is going...well I suppose, but is connected to the second one as I want to use the money I'd usually pay for a dorm to pay for a waaaaay cheaper apartment. BUT THAT'S HARD TO DO WHEN EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY THINKS I'M IMMATURE. Which is...very much true. The portfolio thing goes as well as it can but I need to actually finish shit before I can say that I've accomplished something. The job thing....well I've never had much luck in getting a job on my own. I'll try, I'll always try, but it never carries through...

I'm just so frustrated right now. I just want my problems to be solved. I just want a life of my own, that's all. I'll do anything to know everything will be alright.

Somebody....help.

You know what? I'm done.

A rock and a harder rock.